I Will Never Find Someone

I will never find someone
I guess that’s alright
I’m not the most attractive person around
I’m not the smartest guy in the room
I’m not the funniest person you know
I’m not your first text or call or thought
I’m not really there
I’m not really here
I’m in the corner, ignored
So emo, so pathetic, so so
Such are my thoughts
Justified they may be, I still hate them
I want to be that guy, but I always fall just short
I’m the friend, the confidant
Someone you can tell it all to
But I don’t want to be that guy
I want to be the one you come home to
The one you kiss when you feel happy
The one you rest assured in when you feel alone
The one you confide in because you want to
Not because you can
I don’t want to be the friend, off to the side
I want to be the one, front and center
Maybe I’m just whining
Maybe I’m just a mopey shit
But it seems like I keep getting stepped on
Slept on, and never given a second look
I’m not just some ball boy
I’m the home run hitter
I just wish I knew how to show it

nlc

tickatocka:

i aspire to be one of those people who are known for always smelling good and treating people kindly

Shut the fuck up stinky

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lil-jawn:

Home Alone (1990, Comedy) Two burglars attempt to murder an abandoned 8-year-old child

(Source: jav-o-lantern, via booshas)

marxvx:

when you like someone so much you actually listen to the music they send you

(via reeladdict)

"Try to imagine a life without timekeeping. You probably can’t. You know the month, the year, the day of the week. There is a clock on your wall or the dashboard of your car. You have a schedule, a calendar, a time for dinner or a movie. Yet all around you, timekeeping is ignored. Birds are not late. A dog does not check its watch. Deer do not fret over passing birthdays. Man alone measures time. Man alone chimes the hour. And, because of this, man alone suffers a paralyzing fear that no other creature endures. A fear of time running out."

Mitch Albom, The Time Keeper (via lazypacific)

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